I Just Need A Little Space

Okay, maybe what you were thinking was Neyo's song "Little Space". Yes, i am singing that song in my mind today..

Have yo ever felt of being a runaway person? Like you want to stay away from everybody? Like you want to be alone and find yourself? Maybe you need a little space.

That's what I awfully need right now. A space. The say, "even words need some space to be understood", maybe i need that too for me to be understood. I don't know what's gotten to me. I just feel to have some space from everybody. And when I say everybody, it means everybody. No exception.

But as I wrote this post, what I've realized is that I can't be away from my friends nor by my family. I need them. I need a hug. I need someone to make me understand the uncertainty of this world. Who am I to escape from this obstacle when everybody who loves me extend their hands just to comfort me? I guess their sympathy for me is not enough. What i need is to kill this insecurities that lingers on my mind right now.

SPACE.

Do i really need a space? I guess not. I guess yes. Its a matter of how i am going to deal with this emotion. 

SPACE.

I just need a little space. Little that i know what a space really means. I just, i just need this to think. To think of some possibilities. Maybe i don't need this because it can take away from friends from me. I really don't know.

I don't know how to finish this mess. Its pissing me off. And what the heck am i thinking this now. A cut is not an answer and never will be. I just need some space. :)