Sunday, March 23, 2014 0 comments


How can you even undo the mistakes? How can you ever fix what's broken. Provided with time, provided with space. Now that you have to finally let go of everything. How will I move on? How will I continue with my life when all I ever think of is spending every minute of it with you? How will I stand up? How will I?

You've been very angry with me. I regret everything. You were the best thing I ever had. The best thing God has ever given to me. And yet I have pushed you away, so faraway that I cannot even reach you.. again. It hurts a lot. When all I ever wanted was to make you happy and yet all I ever did was hurt you.

How will I ever take those pains? How will I ever take away those anger? How will I leave you? How can I say goodbye? Maybe.. just maybe its not time or space.. What I must really do is pick up all the pieces and learn on what I have made. Learn from my mistake.. And give you what you want - and that is for me to leave - forever.

I love you. I will always will. But I'm not good enough for you now. If ever you needed me, I will still be here. And this ring will never be removed from my finger. You will always be loved.

Thursday, March 20, 2014 0 comments

The Perfect Lie by Zephyr

The Perfect Lie

Ups and Downs
With you i have learned
In this changing phase
Of seeking the real me

No doubt of being two
No chance of thinking twice
The world has lead me
To the path that awaken me

The Perfect Lie by Zephyr

With shimmering glow
Of lips that tell lies
With a glamorous dress
Of a body that shines
This naive soul of mine
Had died and became numb.

Pretension became a habit 
Hiding became the strength
And being okay as the perfect lie.