White, Pink and Green

Colours? What's with these colours? Haha Nothing much but these are about everything. :)

White for a Rose.

Pink for a Fish.

Green for a Turtle and Snake.

So what's the deal? Haha. Couldn't tell much. But I swear, these things made my day complete. Not just because somebody gave them to me, but because of that "someone" that gave these to me. Okay. It's a puzzle. If you can't follow - that's your problem. :D

White for a Rose. When you're late, it doesn't always mean that you need to bribe me with a rose. But knowing you, I was really surprised and stunned when I saw you holding that rose. It was really unlikely you - that's why I am so thankful for this white rose. My expression might not showed it but my heart skipped a beat because of what you did.

Pink for a Fish. Okay. Do some magnet. If you are lucky you can hit the biggest prize, if not - have yourself the smallest prize. And this prize is the fish. Choose among the colour that you preferred. And knowing me? I had to choose pink. It was not much of a game but I had to try to test my "luck". Haha

Is it worth it?

What's with the title? ow come on! Upon reading the title, you will realize that i am totally pissed off. Good thing we had a night out and talked about unsaid stuffs. :)

Okay, here we go again. I may sometimes seems to be a freakin' plastic person but, i can be the prank lady in front of you. You know what i hate the most? It is not telling the truth in front of my face. The hell, speak up. If you are against our happiness, deal with it, deal with us. 

I am telling you - I know you can or you would probably read this post. You can't break us apart. Friendship is more important that your stupid emails. Grow up kid - be a man, be a lady. Speak right to our faces.

We may become some insecure but this is not something that we will do. It is a KID'S STUFF for a weak person like you. 

I am sorry but I am totally pissed with a nobody. With a person I don't even know if he/she exists. Haha. 

There. I just spoke up. If I just knew you, I can tell it right into your face. :)

God Bless to whoever you are. And PLEASE: MY BLOG IS A PRIVATE PROPERTY of mine. Whatever is written here - its my prerogative, and I have plenty of friends - they could be the person included in this post. 

So, what's for Christmas?

If i'm not mistaken, there are 43 days left before Christmas. And admit it, we are all excited about receiving presents from our loved ones and from ourselves as well. It's not that we've forgotten that Christmas is the day where our Christ was born, but receiving something from this day except from love became much of a tradition.

Without further adieu, i want to share some presents I would love to have this holiday seasons. I am not asking whoever it is to give me these things, i just want to make a list and somehow, give myself some guide. :)

POSH: Posh is going to be my first cat ever. :) What made me so sure of receiving this gift? Well, let's just say that dreams do come true with prayers. I am not yet sure what Posh will exactly look like, but I am so sure that I will treat this feline friend of mine as one of the best thing I'll ever have. 

Surprises, Love and Reality

It is "ber" month yet I feel like talking about love. Yes L O V E. This is my favorite subject. As always.

When I was younger, I always thought that love could be something so special, something magical. I always thought that it will lead you to infinite happiness. No heartaches, no fights, no dull moments. A relationship bound with honest love, pure love and real love.

But as I grew up, the way I think about love has changed. It is not the same with how I read it my romance books nor understand on a love story. Love is about heartache. It is about sacrifices. It is about being strong for the relationship, for yourself and for your lover. Love can still be special - only when your partner feels the same way. Love can still be magical - let alone with the surprises of gestures and effort. And lastly, love can still lead you to infinite happiness - only when it is reciprocal.

Violation is Violation - Road Accident by a Drunk Driver

Traffic violation. Road Violation. Whatever it is. It is Violation..

As I was playing Tetris on Facebook, the compound where I am living began to panicked when one of my tito went outside when he heard a loud bump. And as expected, it was one of the vehicles parked outside our place that was hit by a tricycle.

We called for some help from Barangay Tanod and called some police as well. The driver of the tricycle was drunk. Knowing my family, my tito, the owner of the car - we will not let this man not to pay of what he needs to pay. He got too many violations that he was asked to choose.

For the Confused Ones

For the Confused Ones

why does it seem that every words were gone

every ways to be inspired were lost?

you tried to be happy,

you tried to be cheerful,

yet nothing seems to be helping you.

why does it seem that you feel so alone

when surrounded with jolly people?

you tried to come along,

laugh till you drop,

share silly jokes with them,

yet deep inside you're an empty shell.

why does it seem that love is not enough

when everybody's showing this to you?

you can't give your trust

but you can give your words

that everything about you is perfectly fine.

you know deep within,

something is missing

something is losing..

you know deep within,

you want something different,

you want more as much as you can give.

you can't fail, you can't give up

simply because you don't want to

any moment, you can feel, you're losing the thread

you're just waiting..

waiting for something new,

waiting for something you've ever wanted.

but what it is?

did you even recognized it?

if not, maybe some will never do.

An advise against myself.

When life gets tough, when changes occur.. who will be your strength? what if your strength is also your weakness? and suddenly, its gone. Who would you turn to?

oh yes, you have your friends, you've got plenty of people, surrounds you as for you to ease the pain. You have them. They'll call you, give you advises you already know but cannot applied to yourself. Easy girl, you know the problem. Deep inside you know what it is.

And yes, that is the toughest of all, this is the hardest. Everybody has gone through it. But why can't you? You keep on fighting against yourself. Do you think that will do fair? Everyone should be the main competitor of their selves. Did you ever know why? For them to become and do good. For them to become more positive in life. People fight against themselves to become better, to increase the faith and  belief that they have for their souls, for their lives. But why can't you? Why does it seem that every time you fight against yourself, you lose? You always get yourself down.

 Listen to me girl, you know who you are, you know the problem, the consequences and the risk.All you need to do is trust yourself. Listen to your heart. Don't be afraid to get hurt, you are beautiful little lady. Be someone that is hard to lose. Be someone worth losing for. 

An advise against myself.