Fireworks: My Life's Medicine

I can't think of a better title. I just witness a fireworks display from our little Barangay's Fiesta celebration. I don't know why, but every time i saw those beautiful different colors of light way up in the sky, i feel relieved. I feel so happy, so careless and free. All my problems are gone instantly.

It happened last two years ago, when i realized how beautiful fireworks are. Seeing them in the sky with those shining stars are magnificent in no other description. Those colorful dots lingers on my iris quite telling me that there are still amazing things happening behind these conflicts on my life.

Muntik na kitang minahal..

I don't know why.. I came into this song.. *sigh* With no particular person.. I dedicate this song :(

♥lady bhadz

Go Away Sadness

August 24, 2011
Wednesday

I really feel so sad today. 

I feel so weak.

I feel like I don't want to move. 

I don't know why.

I went to Mercury Drug to buy dark chocolate, 

I haven't found my favorite chocolate.

I thought, a piece of chocolate 

would ease away this emotion.

I really feel so sad.

I can't say no more.

What to do?

What to think?

What to say?

Nothing but *sigh*.

I just feel like writing.

Say everything i have inside.

But only one word to explain this.

I am totally SAD. :(

♥lady bhadz

I Need To Pee

Whenever we feel frightened, excited or exaggerated happiness, we suddenly feel the rush to use John. The line “I need to pee” is one of the famous lines Forrest Gump has ever had. Actually, for me it is more like a scapegoat. Especially when we try to avoid something, like a question or events.

I need to pee! I almost blurted those lines when I got trapped in a heavy traffic on my way to work. Of course I couldn’t just do that because I am in a public vehicle. I am not that special to ask them to stop and let me pee for a while. Too close to impossible. But what else can I do? I am wiggling like a teenager who just saw her crush smiling at her. Gladly we started moving.

Maria Aragon on the Bottomline

“I’m just a girl who wants to sing.”

- Maria Aragon

I am not really a fan of this Youtube sensation, Maria Aragon, but I am hearing her name for the past few months. Me and my officemates even had an argument about who sung the theme song of the movie “Way Back Home”, either Maria Aragon or Angeline Quinto. I haven’t even seen this young lady’s picture out of nowhere until tonight.

Banana Split was done and Bottomline is to follow. Without any idea that their guest is going to be Maria Aragon. I got curious and watched the whole show. By the time Tito Boy started asking her questions I was surprised on how this eleven year old young lady answers the questions knowingly. I watched carefully and by that time I liked her instantly.

Writings on my Mind

Every day, when I wake up, I take a bath and there goes my head again. Spinning and thinking and writing on its own little way. I’ve got plenty of things to say. Plenty of stories to write. Plenty of experience to share. But I don’t know, it is like a hobby of mine to just think of those things and never let them published.

Yesterday, I was thinking of writing a very cool story about being an idiot inspired by the book I am reading; Forrest Gump.  And guess what, inside my mind, the concept is very clear. I had started my first paragraph, then again.. Poof! I can’t say anything no more. It’s always the beginning of the story. I can’t stand on how I would end it.

101 Definition of One’s Self

Who are you? What are you? Who do you think you are? Can you really tell people that you are who you think you are? It’s plain to say that it is an easy job, I can say I am friendly, I am naughty or simply… I am ME.

But who am I? Am I faking myself or this is really me? A fair question that comes to each and every one of us. Which lead me to write a 101 Definition on One’s Self.

Any of us can be…

1. Friendly.

2. Snob.

3. Kind.

4. Fake.

Songs That Will Make You Remember Your First Love

Silly but I consider myself as an “NBSB” or commonly known as someone who is No Boyfriend Since Birth type of person at the age of twenty-one. Yeah, you would be wondering why, and to tell you the truth I really don’t know why.  

I was just like any teenage young ladies; friendly, loud, kind, witty and full of dreams. And like them, I also had my first love.  Well, actually I was not quite sure if that was my first love knowing that it was a one sided love.

Anyway, I feel like sharing these songs that makes me tingle while listening because it reminds me of how I acted when I was in love. Somewhat the feeling is like butterflies are circling on my stomach, and memories of us lingers on my mind.

Go Away by Playful Kiss

Hi guys!! Please review this video.. It was a project of my best friend, Hazel on one of their major subjects.. They need viewers.. 

The story is about a Korean song entitled "Go Away" sung by

2N1.. Its about a couple that broke up and somehow made the girl's life miserable.. Watch it now and enjoy. :)

A Facebook Love Story

This is the love story of my best friend Joanne (again) and his boyfriend, Jeric. Hope you'll enjoy this video. If you're not a Filipino, kindly hit "Google Translate" :)

I Just Need A Little Space

Okay, maybe what you were thinking was Neyo's song "Little Space". Yes, i am singing that song in my mind today..

Have yo ever felt of being a runaway person? Like you want to stay away from everybody? Like you want to be alone and find yourself? Maybe you need a little space.

That's what I awfully need right now. A space. The say, "even words need some space to be understood", maybe i need that too for me to be understood. I don't know what's gotten to me. I just feel to have some space from everybody. And when I say everybody, it means everybody. No exception.

But as I wrote this post, what I've realized is that I can't be away from my friends nor by my family. I need them. I need a hug. I need someone to make me understand the uncertainty of this world. Who am I to escape from this obstacle when everybody who loves me extend their hands just to comfort me? I guess their sympathy for me is not enough. What i need is to kill this insecurities that lingers on my mind right now.

SPACE.