How?

How can you even undo the mistakes? How can you ever fix what's broken. Provided with time, provided with space. Now that you have to finally let go of everything. How will I move on? How will I continue with my life when all I ever think of is spending every minute of it with you? How will I stand up? How will I?

You've been very angry with me. I regret everything. You were the best thing I ever had. The best thing God has ever given to me. And yet I have pushed you away, so faraway that I cannot even reach you.. again. It hurts a lot. When all I ever wanted was to make you happy and yet all I ever did was hurt you.

How will I ever take those pains? How will I ever take away those anger? How will I leave you? How can I say goodbye? Maybe.. just maybe its not time or space.. What I must really do is pick up all the pieces and learn on what I have made. Learn from my mistake.. And give you what you want - and that is for me to leave - forever.

I love you. I will always will. But I'm not good enough for you now. If ever you needed me, I will still be here. And this ring will never be removed from my finger. You will always be loved.

The Perfect Lie by Zephyr

The Perfect Lie

Ups and Downs

With you i have learned

In this changing phase

Of seeking the real me

No doubt of being two

No chance of thinking twice

The world has lead me

To the path that awaken me

With shimmering glow

Of lips that tell lies

With a glamorous dress

Of a body that shines

This naive soul of mine

Had died and became numb.

Pretension became a habit 

Hiding became the strength

And being okay as the perfect lie.