When a New Alter Shows Up

Time will come that all you wanna do is shut your mouth and talk about nothing but listens to every word you'll hear around you. It's a feeling when you just want to keep yourself away from any mistake of wrong reactions and suggestions and beliefs. It's a feeling that you're not aware of but keep on occurring.

Today, I have no idea with myself taking a little low of being "makulit" and "kenkay". Another part of me is showing again. A part of Zephyr that I always knew was here but once in a blue moon to show up. I feel like I am Amapola (a fictional character from a book written by Ricky Lee). I have a new ALTER!!! And I don't know if this is okay. 

Maybe all I need is this blog. To write a little about how I am feelin' and everything will be okay again. There is no certain explanation of what I am having on my mind right now. All I know is that something is missing, something wants to space out, something wants to explode. I don't know what that is. I don't even want to think about it. All I need to do now is to WORK and get my JOB done. As in done. 

So, I hope that with this post, I will be able to think straight now.