Today
is Saturday. After having myself busy at Cubao to meet a friend, have some
breakfast and drink some cheap lemon tea, here I am in the office, again. I love
the ambiance here in the office especially when I can do anything because less
people are here today. Wondering of what to do next before I meet another set
of friends to do food tripping somewhere (can’t tell where), I decided to put
my thoughts on notes.
It’s
pretty amazing to look on my desktop’s background. I have his handsome face as
my wallpaper. It really gives me the inspiration I've been longing to feel. By
seeing his face, I want to strive more, harder, just to make sure he’ll notice
me. Erase that, he already notice me, what I want is to get close to him, even
as a friend.
So,
here I am, typing while my eyes are all locked to see his face, mind blowing
with crazy thoughts and ears that listens to a voice that used to irritates me.
I
have a lot of things to write. I have a lot of things to share. God never fails
to bless me with positivity and good days. He put me to a situation where I pushed
myself to the limit of becoming better. I've learned the true meaning of
sacrifice, love, friendship and being me. Now, my life is better than
yesterday.
And
if ever I finally decided to leave, I won’t worry because I have a great
back-up. I have God, which I know will never let me down. And my friends will
always be there for me. But if I decided to stay a little longer, few months or
a year, I guess it’s my choice to get stranded on a place where I can see a
part of my dream. In a daily basis.